by DALEY Tue May 12, 2009 5:12 pm
Oh Mishy, I hope Cesar will be OK!!!
I love everyone here, and for them most part I did more than usual today, and didn't take nap, I get too confused taking naps, anyway, planted hydrangas, and mulched garden, felt good about that tho it was hard...just imagine, a fat lady lying down on ground digging holes for plants, and u got me.
I heard dogs barking at school bus, came into bedrm, and the canapy bed that I saved for was totallu distroyed, it obviously did not make me happy, and concidering an operation on their vioce box, and they r outside until I have calmed down. I am too tired to deal with it!
I probably won't be here tonite, and friend of mine is calling me during AI, and I will be asleep sortly after that. I am very tired, and just want to relax..I hope u will all understand, u all make me laugh when I don't want to, and make me feel loved when I don't feel I deserve it, but tonite, I have to just hang with myself and space out a bit. thanks for understanding!